Blood or Music

This feeling,

Welling up inside,

Making it hard to think,

Making it hard to breathe.

I want it to end,

This feeling of mine,

But it won't go away,

Until the blood runs down my arm.

This uncontrollable urge,

Taking over my mind,

Until all I can see,

Is the blade severing my flesh.

The blood runs,

And drops to the floor,

So unimportant,

But so calming.

I need the blade,

To calm the urge,

But I am afraid.

Will I be able to stop this time?

A sound fills my ear,

And the urge to cut,

The urge to die,

Slowly drains away.

What is this feeling?

Is this peace?

They say that music soothes the savage beast,

Looks like it can also soothe,

A demon like me.

Words*

Chivalry,

A word long forgotten,

In the hearts of many.

Death,

Has come,

The world is no more.

Love,

Hidden in the depths,

Of a heart enclosed.

Life,

Is fleeting,

So hold onto today.

Hold,

Me close,

To keep me warm,

Fight,

For me,

Drive away the darkness.

Heart,

Is beating,

Mine is yours.

Belong,

To you,

Only to you.

Kiss,

Me now,

It makes things new.

Hug,

Me tight,

To keep me safe.

I am me

I may not be beautiful,

And I may not be sexy,

But I am me.

I'm a little big around the middle,

And short too,

But I am me.

I can be kind,

Or I can be mean,

But in the end,

I am me.

Hate me,

And I will hate you back,

Because in the end,

I am me.

Love me,

And I will show you,

All that I can see,

Because in the end,

I am me.

To me the world is evil,

Full of chaos,

Full of pain,

But it is my place,

Because in the end,

It was made for me.

I made my world,

And all that surrounds me,

Because in the end,

I am me.

I am wild,

I am free,

I can be who I want to be,

Because in the end,

I am me.

Love me,

Or hate me,

Makes no difference to me,

Because in the end,

I am me.

Me, Myself, and I

Life is too short,

To let things get you down,

But you let it anyway.

You take on the world,

You protect it,

And care for it,

But what about yourself.

There are those around you,

Who want to show you,

That things can change,

But you ignore them,

And make your own way.

When you are down,

You can't hear the song in wind,

Or feel the love of the rain.

Danu reaches out,

But you can't feel her embrace.

You make excuses for how you feel,

But you still hide the truth deep within.

Your mind is in turmoil,

But who made it that way,

And when will it end.

Listen to the sounds around you,

Because they will show the way.

Let the light be your guide,

But let the darkness embrace you.

Let the weight of the world,

Roll off your shoulders,

And let it puddle around your feel.

Dance in the rain,

And watch your worries melt away.

If someone reaches out to you,

Then you should run to them,

Embrace them before they can embrace you.

Papa

I know in my heart,

That I must move on,

But it seems so hard,

Knowing that your gone.

I wear my fedora,

In memory of you,

Because your compliment,
Was one of the last things,

That you said to me.

I keep your memory close,

So I know that you are near,

But I can't see you,

And you can't wipe away my tears.

I wish you were here,

With your wife by your side,

But you are both gone,

To the next life,

And beyond.

Morrigan guide them,

And let the stay together,

As warrior and wife.

Cernunnos help us,

Because we were left behind.

I will always remember,

What you meant to me,

And I will always love you,

Until I too,

Am set free.