Why Me *

You've turned my world upside down,

With just one smile,

And you've filled my life with wonder,

As you sit by my side.

Why are you so different from everyone else,

That you can't even ignore me,

Like I need you to.

My heart beats faster,

And my feet leave the ground,

But I can't let myself like you,

Even if I wanted to.

When you are near me,

My nerves take over,

And my head starts to spin.

Maybe I am blind,

To see what is in front of me,

Or maybe I'm just afraid,

That it will end up being a fantasy,

So why would you want to be,

With someone like me.

Will you ever tell me,

What is hidden deep within your heart,

Or am I better off,

Being left in the dark.

Am I afraid of you,

Because of the way I feel,

Or is it the way you look at me,

That sends chills down my spine.

Why do I have to fight,

To regain control,

If it is so hard,

To be close to you.

Wouldn't it be easier,

To ignore me,

And break my heart,

Or is that the reason why,

You stay so close to me.

There has to be a reason,

Or an answer to be found,

So while you are searching,

Answer this question…

Why me?

Change *

I knew from the moment we met,

That I had to have you,

But my plans changed,

The moment our fingers touched.

It was suppose to be one night,

With no strings attached,

But when it was all said and done,

I found a string,

Attached to my heart.

What did you do,

To make me care for you?

It should have been simple,

And that was okay,

Until things began to change.

I know I was setting myself up,

So I tried to say no,

But I had to have you,

If only for one night.

I have no regrets,

About our night together,

And if I could change it,

I would only change one thing.

I would keep you in my bed,

For a little longer,

And maybe fall asleep,

For an hour or two.

I don‘t know,

If I will see you again,

But if I do,

I will thank you,

For opening my heart again.