Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Just Another Day

Today there is happiness,
And there is sadness,
Because today,
Is just another day.
The birds still sing,
And the sun still shines,
Because today,
Is just another day.
Why should there be,
A party for me,
Because today,
Is just another day.
What is there to celebrate,
When today,
Is just another day.

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Curse of the Damned *

Black as night,
Soft as Snow,
Raindrops fall,
And storm winds blow.
All the evil,
That you brought to me,
I will give back to you times three.
Dark is light,
Up is down,
Left is right,
And back around.
Time is short,
So this will have to do,
And I hope the Dark Lady,
Gives you a curse or two.
Kiss the knife,
A drop of blood,
A wing of bat,
And all is done.
May your pain increase,
While your thoughts run slow,
And may my curse find you,
While you are low.

Monday, October 10, 2011

Insanity Plea *

I keep telling everyone that I'm not crazy and that I don't belong here, but I don't think anyone believes me. I just get patted on the head, handed some pills, and sent on my merry little way. I am not crazy! In fact I seem to be the only sane one here! Would someone please just LISTEN TO ME!! No...not that...anything but that...fuck.

I keep telling everyone that I'm not crazy. Eventually someone has to believe me...right? I don't belong here because this hospital is for crazy people and I am not crazy. Why won't anyone BELIVE ME!!! No...not again...I'll be good...damn.

I keep telling everyone that I'm not crazy, but no ones listening to me. I think that they might be drugging me to keep me silent. They don't want anyone to know that I am sane...that I am not a patient. I don't belong here...you believe me right? RIGHT?? AH! You can't fool me I know what you are doing...you can't keep me silent forever...ah hell...this again.

I keep telling everyone that I'm not crazy, but I don't think that this tactic is working. Maybe if I act like everyone else they will let me out. Hey...wait...I'm not doing anything wrong...no...anything but the sho....

I kept telling everyone that I was not crazy, but that didn't work so I started to act like everyone else. So far this tactic is failing because they still keep drugging me. It's a conspiracy...they are after my mind. I WON'T LET YOU TAKE IT!! Gods damn it....here we go again...

There ploy seems to be working because now I'm starting to believe that they are right. I am crazy...I don't belong on the outside...what if I kill people... hmmmm... ouch...I wasn't... shit...

They are starting to sneak up behind me now...jabbing me with their needles even when I am being have...being hav....behaving...right that's what I am. I'm being have. Owowowow....what was that for....

A straight jacket? Seriously? Is this really necessary? Straight jackets are for crazy people and I am NOT CRAZY!! LISTEN TO ME YOU STUPID MOTHERFUCKERS!! AND QUIT JABBING ME WITH THat needle.....

Alright already...I give up..you win...see me waving the white flag...oh wait...I can't wave anything because I'm in a straight jacket and strapped down to a bed. I don't see why all of this is necessary...what you are doing to me is for crazy people...I am not a crazy person...don't you think that I would know because there is nothing worse than a crazy person who doesn't know that they are crazy. 

Morrighan

As I sat here,
And began to cry,
You sent your winds,
To dry my eyes.
When I started,
To mourn my loss,
You folded your dark wings,
And kept me safe.
When I spoke,
About such things,
My words fell flat,
So that only the chosen,
Were allowed to hear.
Alone in the dark,
I began to wail,
You took me in your arms,
And comforted me.
I am your child,
Your sister,
Your friend.
I am one of your own,
And I know,
Where I belong.

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Lost

Sanity and Insanity,
So closely intertwined,
That you dance,
Along the fine line.
Swaying to the beat,
Of the invisible band,
While hoping,
That someone will lend a hand.
The balance of life,
Is only an illusion,
But hold onto it,
So you can dance a little longer.
Death is a reality,
That we all must face,
But it seems unimportant,
When you are lost in the sway.
Sanity and Insanity,
Hangs onto the blade of a razor,
As you find purpose,
In the blood you are shedding.

Unbroken

You cut off my wings,
Now I can not fly.
You took my sword,
Now I can not fight.
You took my armor and shield,
Now I have no protection.
You killed my companions,
Now I am alone.
You abandoned me,
And took everything from me,
So now I have nothing.
If you thought,
That this would destroy me,
The you are wrong.
From nothing,
I became something,
And I can do it again.
I will survive,
And I will endure,
Because I am strong.
I will fly again,
I will fight again,
I will be safe again,
And I will love again.
Life goes on,
And will wait for no one.
So I must pick myself up,
And continue my journey,
Because the end,
Is still so very far away.

Saturday, October 8, 2011

Let the Blood Flow

Cutting,
Severing flesh.
Watching,
Blood flow.
Pain,
Seeping out.
The pain I feel,
Will never overcome my sorrow,
But life will go on.
The blood I shed,
Are like tears,
When crying just isn't enough.
The pain I feel outside,
Lessens the pain I feel inside,
But it only helps for a while.
I must continue to shed my blood,
And my tears,
Or my sorrow will overflow.