Tonight *

As I sit here,

In the dark quiet eve',

I can feel your cold eyes seeking judgment,

Upon people like me.

What have I done,

To be treated like a plague,

That seeks death and retribution.

So do you think I am different,

Because I do not act like you do,

Or do you fear me,

Because I like to be alone.

You see my tears,

And you see my pain,

But still you laugh,

Like you have no heart.

I reach out blindly,

Seeking help from a loving heart,

But can I find that heart,

Within someone new,

Or will I be left searching,

And hoping that the eyes of the judging,

Do not find me tonight.

So instead I hide,

In the darkness,

Waiting for you.